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Sunday, August 01, 2004
thank you keyboard for sucking
the stupid little rolly outty thing that my keyboard sits on broke and now my keyboard is on the desk and its uncomfortable. po po me. ANYWAYS i'm back from new hampshire and it was awesome and i really don't feel like talking about it for some reason. i don't know why but i'm having issues with updating my blog. i just really don't want to.
i just LOVE it when people suck. and say things that make you cry and then feel proud of themselves for it. its great. real great. great great great. okay i'm done.
i saw bourne supremecy today and it wasnt very good. it was kind of boring. i also sat around my house, made hairclips, and tried to burn cd's. it was fun.
why is everyone so obsessed with dropping it like its hot. its not that interesting.
god this entry REALLY SUCKS. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
i'm in kind of a bad mood. i don't know why. oh shmell. har har. bye bye
Posted at 10:36 pm by suicideblonde
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Friday, July 23, 2004
oh. my. god. its so fucking hot. i am burning up. aghraba. haha. i'm in the weirdest mood. i have so much junk i need to do but i'm too lazy. much much too lazy. i wish i had AC. but i don't. haha i'm cool. i watched bill and teds excellent adventure last night and everyone says its really good but i thought it was just stupid. i was also asleep during like half of it but the parts i saw of it i didn't really like.
ew my hair is gaston style right now and i'm too lazy to put it up better. i need to shower...and pack...and go to fred meyers..and get my dad a birthday present...and a bunch of other stuff. when its hot its so hard not to be lazy. i'm starting at 2:30 i've decided
i finished my closet and it looks fabulous. i'm so excited. its gorgeous and now i have a place to put my pants. i'm mildly frusterated because there was this whole big blow up with me and andrea and laura and dakotah last night and they took something the wrong way and it didn't have a chance to get explained so now everyone is all iffy about stuff and its messed up. but nathan is trying to help.
girls suck i've decided. nothing against you girls just we are so hard to deal with. and dramatic. and some boys are that way too just generally boys don't care.
i hate girls.
Posted at 02:05 pm by suicideblonde
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Thursday, July 22, 2004
its too...darn...hot. just kidding its lovely. but i dont' feel like wearing shorts so i'm burnin up in pantaloons. har har. i'm in a weird mood. i had dance today it was nice i'm sore...i have no lower abs..yup..now i'm waiting for andrea to come over cause we're going to lloyd and then bowling. wee! and i'm getting a second hole in my ear today. i'm exciiited.
anyways i went to the nordstrom sale yesterday, which was awesome..haha figures the one thing i baught was something that wasnt' on sale..oh welll i had a good time anyways...with my sister trying on clothes haha. andreas late rawr haha oh well i'm in a good mood.
guess what i think i'm going off my vicodin. i think. cause its not that painful anymore and vicodin makes me feel weird. and if i don't eat before i take it my stomach freaks out and i have to eat something fast. it sucks.
yeehaw. i love you all!! compliment someone today it makes them feel good!
~kimbarellyyyyy
Posted at 03:08 pm by suicideblonde
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
i wanna be sedated. wait no i just did that.
heey there everyone..i'm just chillin out on this loooverly tuesday afternoon. actually not really half my face is numb!! so i went in and got my jaw thing done and they like stuck an IV in me and stuff and made me breathe laughing gas and then they were like okay as soon as the doctor comes in we're going to put the medicine in your IV. so he comes in and hes like hey there how ya doin hows your jaw. and i was like eh, and then i woke up 30 minutes later and there like okay your done! i was like wait what. then i had to get up and get in a wheelchair and i like fell over. i was so confused.
so now like my whole face is numb except for the left side is more numb than the right side so like the right side of my face can smile and blink but the left side just doesn't move. at all. and i can only taste on the right side of my mouth, and its like a faint taste even on the right side. oh and my jaw is still fucking stuck. they said i'd see improvements in minimum 2 weeks. i'm so mad. wow if you saw me right now you'd think i was retarded. especially when i laugh cause like half my face laughs and the other half is like dead still. my sister was like wow you look like you are very very slow.
well i'm going to an african dance class tonight with brittany and i hope it doesn't feel weird. well i'll talk to yall later when my face is done being numb. love you all. ps i got a prescription for vicoden. hmm this should be interesting
Posted at 04:50 pm by suicideblonde
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Monday, July 19, 2004
hey there everyone what is UP? not a whole lot here..today i rented ace ventura with my sister then looked for a birthday present for my dad. where the hell do you buy pink lawn flamingos in portland!! is portland just not tacky enough for pink lawn flamingos? if you know where to get them contact me immediately. i think we're going to try to buy one that this guy has in his yard tomorrow..he didn't answer his door today.
i'm ALMOST done with my closet! yay! i just have to do touch ups cause i suck at edges. but besides that i'm done and i get to get all the crap off my floor and back into my closet. yay. i have shelf space now how spectacular.
guess what? i should get up off my ass but i really don't want to. its weird like in the summer you look forward to it cause you have no committments but then when it actually comes you feel stupid for not doing anything so you spend worthless time trying to find something to do...its interesting. i don't know when i don't do anything i feel lazy but its so nice but then ppl are like what did you do today and your like wow i just kind of wasted a whole day..
DAMNIT MY STUPID BLOG WON'T LET ME PUT IN PICTURES!! RAAAARRGGGHHHH!!!
okay i'm done now! byee
Posted at 05:17 pm by suicideblonde
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
so guess what guys? i miss kathleen. and shes only been gone for like..a week. not even that, just i've been gone and then she left before i came back. agh it was so depressing
so my life is excessively DULL right now..painting my closet..its turquoise, hot pink, and lime green. its very bright. i love it. except i suck at doing the edges..god its sad that thats the most interesting thing in my life right now...
its already the middle of summer and i haven't even kept talking to my guy friends..i'm really really sad about that. they were like my best friends and now i'm just like SHMEH i don't have time. except i do..
okay i'm so tired of writing and this entry sucks majorly cause i'm tired and have a fucking boring life. except elliot.
i'm sleeping in the guest room tonight cause my bed is so fucking hard. rrrr
Posted at 11:18 pm by suicideblonde
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
yay! i just got back from the beach with elliot and i had an EXCELLENT time. great vacation i had the best time ever. We only got in the ocean once...for like 1 minute.
my mom is being so cool i'm really excited. shes buying me a futon, letting me get a second hole in my ear, AND shes letting me paint my closet. i'm really happy. too bad i haven't gotten her a birthday present yet and her birthday was last monday. woops.
I'm going to new hampshire soon...a week from tomorrow actually. i'm really excited but i completely miss it. its just like..my family's..place i don't know whatever its awesome. i'm going to have a really good time. its also gonna be my dads 50th birthday while we're there so i need to think of something fantastic to get him for that..i'm going to have a blast.
this entry is short but thats okay i'm in a good mood!! much love!!
i was trying to put a picture in but it didn't work.. :-(
Posted at 07:27 pm by suicideblonde
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
OH MY GOD! I'M SO MAD! I JUST WROTE A HUGE LONG BEAUTIFUL ENTRY AND THEN I ACCIDENTLY ERASED IT! ASDLF SO MAD! RAAARRRRRRR! okay so i'll try and do it over again..
so yesterday i went to the jaw doctor and he says i have acute closed lock, which basically means i can't open my jaw up all the way cause the disk is in the way..yeah it really sucks...i don't have to get surgery but i have to go back in a week or so and they are going to poke needles into my cheek and try and move the disk back to the right place...i'm just glad they are gonna fix it but its still kinda scary.
last night i went over to kathleens and we made ice cream cake and natalie and her friend erin came over and ate the cake with us..which was hard cause the ice cream was melting...it was really good though..fun fetti cake with chocolate chip ice cream...so very good...then kat and nat (haha kat and nat) put on a puppet show for me and erin and had fun with a sheet and shadows...mm kathleen haha. then we went downstairs and watched you got served which is THE FUNNIEST MOVIE EVER!! the acting is SO BAD and they are so serious about it and the black people act very white..but seriously it was so hilarious...they are just like you suckers got served! hahahaha we made chocolate chip pancakes in the morning..yumm
read these lyrics they are really funny!
In the throes of young love Leroy
Didn't think to think and in the blink of an eye
Tied the knot not knowing how'd I not know
It was the prodigal son this girl had brought him home
He moved out of his stepdad's apartment
And moved in with his cute Guatemalan
Things were copacetic until she caught him
Things were cool and collected until she found him
Erected with another
Shit went bad
He's on the roof again
She flipped he flipped the bird
And then he went to the roof
Where his threats rain loud and clear
Gonna jump gonna jump gonna die this year
i love that song its so great...eve 6 is my new obsession. weee!!! they are just so good!
i'm so frusterated with some people it is so annoying! middle school sucked so people need to stop acting like they are in it!! but oh well shit happens and we'll just all kill each other in the end so its all good. just kidding. not really. anyways, seriously...grow up guys.
AAHHHGGG I'm so upset! kathleen is going to england for three weeks and then sunriver again so i'm not seeing her for a whole month!! its really really sad! i'm not going to have anyone to hang out with! except elliot who makes up for my friends being gone a good deal! well i'm going to go
have a good dayyy!
Posted at 01:45 pm by suicideblonde
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
lately i've been so confused...i mean one minute people say one thing to you and the next they are saying the complete opposite thing about you to someone else...its just like..make up your mind, if you really feel strongly about something, why lie to the person about it so that they think that nothings wrong..its just like if your emotions are REALLY that strong then lying about it should feel so wrong that you can't even do it. i realize that none of this is making any sense to anyone but i'm trying to bear with me..
and honestly, how much can we really trust our "best friends" i mean you KNOW that they are talking about you to other people and saying all the little things that annoy them about you, so why bother even being yourself if your just gonna be shot down for it. i guess what i'm saying is that its really hard to find friends that will really like you for you..sometimes you think you have but then you hate them or they hate you the next week, for no particular reason..and after you do find that one person whos just the right friend for you, you realize that DUH you need more than one friend, so then you start hanging out with other people and your relationship with the first one gets messed up and it just sucks.
another thing that sucks is changing. your really good friends with someone and so close and compatible but then woop the next week you have changed one opinion about something and you hate each other..but whats really bad is when a friendship falls apart and you both blame it on the other one "changing" but then you realize that YOU'VE changed. i decided that true friendship is when you will love a person no matter how much they change..thats pretty hard to find isn't it?
so the world is depressing as always but i'm going to high school in 2 months so YAY new groups of people to be stabbed in the back by..i'm so excited..
don't fight with your friends. or talk about them behind their backs...cause they WILL find out.
yeah i'm hott...thats how i feel right now...rrr
Posted at 11:45 pm by suicideblonde
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
yay! im back in portland...exciting isn't it? kathleen and i had a great ol' time in sunriver. except it was thunderstormy...but when it was sunny i got a bit of a tan and now i have loverly tan lines and a bright white ass. i know you all needed to know that..oh and everyone...i love kathleen she is so cool. like with her i am so myself and its like never awkward...i can't believe we're going to different schools i'm going to miss her so much.
agh i had my first day of ballet today after taking like a 3 week break and i am about to DIE i'm so incredibly sore. my back and my abs and my THIGHS asdf;alskdf so painful. i was in "wild oats" with elliots and i kept bending over to try and stretch out my thigh muscles..i was like aaah feels sooo bomb and hes like um yeah okay. i looked..interesting. then we made like 100 double chocolate chip cookies. there are so many. i have NO IDEA what i'm going to do with them! i used four really big tupperware containers to hold them. and we only burned like 5 of them. i'm so proud.
so if any of you who are reading this have been to like public middle school dances i have something to say about them...THEY SUCK. like when someone comes up and asks you to dance who you REALLY don't want to dance with, you just feel so so so bad for saying no. cause its like they ACTUALLY got up the courage to ask you and then your just like oh psh i don't care about your feelings i just think your gross so fuck off! yeah but then you dance with them anyways and regret it the next day when they start following you around..no good.
ah we are sexay cleaning the boys bathroom...lol that was in like...march or something at our school...there were so many unidentified...fluids on the walls...it was disgusting but anyways, from the left andrea kathleen me and lauris boris.
so i'm going to leave you now with a final note...I THINK I HAVE TMJ!! My jaw has been stuck for like 3 days and i'm scared and so mad at it..cause i try and take a big bite of something and then like a tiny bit goes into my mouth and the rest goes on my face and on my lap. i look like i have mental issues. i'm asdfasdf so mad. sorry spazzed a bit.
i love you all! welcome home to mee..yaya
Posted at 11:43 pm by suicideblonde
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