Tuesday, August 17, 2004
oh yeah and i'm up at an ungodly hour of the morning. and i don't know why. i had a dream that my mom caught me sneaking out and she was really mad. which is scary if you know my mom well..its 8:38 and i'm bored. and i don't have anything to do. and no one is here. maybe my sister is but i don't feel like finding out. aggghh i'm going to go eat something i think..
Posted at 08:35 am by suicideblonde
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so i'm going to try this one more time.
Monday, August 16, 2004
mmm so i'm bored and my stomach hurts really bad...yesterday andrea came over and we just sort of sat around..we watched the original stepford wives, which was good but the end SUCKED, and the breakfast club, which i loooved. haha it was great. then andrea had to leave at like 8 this morning to go to camp and i felt really really sick and tired so i went back to bed until noon cause if i got up i felt like i was gonna puke...i woke up at 12 and got out of bed at 1..took a shower uuh read the drivers manual..umm thats about it so far...
i'm probably just going to sit around today cause i don't really feel much up to doing anything. its so weird lately..i could make an effort to get together with people but i'd kinda just rather be alone...i dont know thats a bit of what i enjoy during the summer..cause during the school year its just like constantly going and i always wish for just a day to sit around by myself and be lazy..so i'm trying to do as much of that as possible. haha.
okay well i put lip venom on my lips and they are burning so i'm going to go distract myself with tv. much love to all of youu.
Posted at 02:42 pm by suicideblonde
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
hellooo. i'm making another entry cause i'm a blog slacker lately...i'm bored and my stomach hurts...elliots coming over in a bit i believe..i'm having trouble remember what i've done this past couple of days..mostly because it has been so insignificant...yesterday iiii was productive and cleaned about a quarter of the sewing room, did all my laundry, cleaned out the drain in my sink, went for sushi with my family (yumm), burned a cd for elliot, went to fred meyers...and uh scootered to hollywood video with my sister and got 13 going on 30 for free...it wasn't very good i thought it would be a little better...
then elliot rode over to my house on jons bike while he was on the phone with me and he was like look to your left and i was like ahhh! elliots in my street! it was pretty amusing..i was too lazy to climb out the window so we just talked a little bit then i went to bed...
now i'm downloading cake and waiting for elliot...i should be cleaning the sewing room...or doing something else productive..but i'm not....thats okay though because i'm coool...yay i'm really liking cake right now...hehehehe. okay that was kind of scary so i'm going. andreas coming over tomorrow. oh god my cat is stuck in a long thin box. must go rescue kitty.
Posted at 01:13 pm by suicideblonde
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Things that make me happy:
-the summer (even though its almost over)
-elliot
-hanging out with my friends that are girls and doing random things (like making ice cream cake)
-dancing around like an idiot in my bathroom in the morning cause i know no one can be embarressed for me
-getting mail
-getting phone calls
-finding a song that you absolutely love
-peoples reactions when you compliment them
-getting complimented
-doing something productive
-knowing that things can only get better
-getting a new magazine
-the feeling of waking up when the sun is all over your room and you know you slept past 10 o clock.
-birthdays
-shopping (when you find really good deals..like at buffalo exchange)
-loving someone and knowing they love you back
-seeing your reflection at a random time of the day and being like yess i still look like i did in the mirror this morning
-that kind of laughing when you can't breathe and your laughing so hard you aren't making any noise and your eyes water.
-sushi. and chinese food. ooh and veggie tempura in sunriver. bomb.
-adrenaline rushes.
-meeting someone when your single and "clicking" with them. and the excitement of first liking someone.
-not wanting that excitement anymore because what you have is better.
-mm bubble baths.
-seeing a friend you havent seen forever.
-hugs
-kisses
-knowing you can be lazy for a whole day
theres a ton more but thats just what i'm thinking of at the moment. i was going to right down stuff i don't like too but that would be such a downer. much love!
Posted at 11:31 am by suicideblonde
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
blowing up my cellie..yo...
hiii everyone. its wednesday and i'm so out of it..and tired and confused..
on monday i went to andreas and my sister and i got lost on the way so it took us about an hour and a half to get there...when i did, andrea and i went to washougal river and it was hotter than the blazes (haha) and it was soo fun. i got more tan and the water was like CLEAN amazingly...and it was just a real fun time.
then we went to jack in the crack and got dinner and rented dirty dancing havana nights and the perfect score (yes we are cooler than you) and we watched dirty dancing first and then pretended to be cooban. we danced around in front of andreas big windows and were cool. yup and we tried to meet erun but hes a fuck so we didn't. but we still had a blast being secrut agunts.
on tuesday we did almost nothing, but we watched the perfect score and put the sprinkler under the trampoline and jumped around. it was great.
today i get to see my kathleenis!!! aah i missed her so much. its been too long. TOO LONG DAMNIT. but we're going to have fun and shtuff. well i've got to be off, but later i'll do a less pointless entry. much love to all of youu!
Posted at 11:35 am by suicideblonde
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Sunday, August 08, 2004
so the thing is i really should be updating but i juuust don't feel like it. i'm just really, really lazy. yesterday jenelle came over and we went shopping on hawthorne and sadly, i did not find anything worth buying...then we went swimming at grant pool which was loooovely and relaxing and cool and there were only like 10 ppl there...
then today i went to elliots and we went to the irvington club and swam for like 10 minutes and then went booowling (i won one he won one) yeah that was fun..then we took the max to lloyd and saw collateral which was reaallly good. yup. and it was really really hot today.
wee tomorrow i'm going to andreas and we're going to go to washougal river and, in andreas words "get our tan on" and run by people in the water and splash them and be like OOPSORRY then run by and do it again. hahaha bugging other people is so much fun. i'm excited. its going to be so scalding tomorrow so i'm really looking forward to being in the river.
yeah well i have nothing else to write and i want to go to sleep cause i'm jsut passing out.
much love to all! except some!
Posted at 11:34 pm by suicideblonde
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Thursday, August 05, 2004
hellooo. today is THURSDAY!! today i went to dance then i forgot to bring a dollar so i had to walk home from lloyd after 2 and a half hours of dance and i thought was going to pass out on the sidewalk. then i went shopping with my mommaay (hell yes) and it was fun. i was on an american eagle spree. it was awesome.
hahahaha today i saw napoleon dynamite with andrea. it was so FUNNY! i laughed so much. hes just like the weirdest person ever. it was so funny. before the movie we took the bus downtown, and me, being the intelligent person that i am, walked ten blocks in the wrong direction before figuring out that it was a block away from where we started..so we were a little bit laaaate. yeeeah. i'm start.
yeah theres not really anything interesting going on right now..i get to see kathleen on next tuesday for the one day that she comes back...aah i miss her. but i love hanging out with andrea. hahaha everything can become a joke with her. shes great.
i'm really enjoying this summer..its boring at times but i'm really having a good time...i had my last dance class today..it was really sad because my friend andee who has been there for 12 years is leaving this year to be in the jefferson dancers. yeah okay you don't want to hear about that.
yup so me and andrea are just sitting around..on the internet cause we're bored. i think we're going to watch donnie darko in a little bit...but we're kind of lazy. baaaah i'm bored. haha just kidding. not really. i'm in a weird mood. bye
Posted at 10:42 pm by suicideblonde
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
hey guys, if you say you hate someone, or even if you dont' SAY it you just feel that way, then why do you read their blog? just curious..cause uh why are you reading about someone life who you hate? seems mildly pointless.
Posted at 03:59 pm by suicideblonde
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Monday, August 02, 2004
hey there everyone. i am so bored. so so bored. i've done absolutely NOTHING today. i was supposed to hang out with my friends today and elliot was gonna hang out with his but no one can hang out so i'm just here bored...so heres the list of my closest friends and why i can't hang out with them.
kathleen: in sunriver. i miss her like hell. i haven't seen her forever.
andrea: lives in washougal
jeremy: i don't know hes busy or something
elmo: in europe. don't know WHERE in europe but hes definitely there.
laura: hates me.
dakotah: can never hang out with me.
nick: lives far away.
oh god thats it. i'm supposed to hang out with jenelle sometime this week, and andreas coming over on thursday and we're going to see napoleon dynamite. i also really wanna hang out with brittany, but she never called me back. oh well i have dance with her tomorrow.
gaddd i have to ride my stupid bike to dance tomorrow cause both my parents work now and my sister is camping with her boyfriend. its gonna suck. at like 9 in the morning right before dance.
its weird..everyone looks forward to the summer sooo much but then when it comes we all sit at home in front of computers and talk about how bored we are. its weird..but in an odd way we're kind of enjoying every minute of the boredom.
lets ee what did i do today...umm i painted my nails (haha to match my toes. i rock) umm i made earrings..they are really pretty. they turned out better than i expected. watched tv...read like four magazines..uuh made exfoliator. haha soo interesting. yeah thats it. oh and called brittany like 4 times. gar. okay well i'm done with boring you all. i'm going to go try and make a skirt out of some old pants. ta ta.
Posted at 04:57 pm by suicideblonde
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